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73. I. Can't.You told me to rejoice and not to grief.
You would ascend, that's what you did believe.
I tried not to show the sun the tears I cried
So you would not see them, too. I really tried.
I cannot rejoice now that you are gone.
I can't write you a happy poem nor a song,
Especially not in the language that you spoke.
I can't fulfil your last wish for one last joke.
But neither must I not turn this wish down,
So I might paint myself the smile of a clown.
Because I cannot shut down grief and tears,
At least not for now, maybe in a few years.
Would you wait for me to do what you asked for?
Would my inability make you feel sore?
I'm so very sorry that I
Lost GirlI couldn't save you
I can't protect
Because at every turn
You spurn and reject

Your life is yours
The choices you make
Yet you've no love
For the life you waste

For what it's worth
I hope you rise
Defeat the chaos within
Everything I despise

Forgive my anger
And the hatred shows
But I don't believe in you
Your heart I don't know

You're forever lost
As you climb your way
I won't be waiting
Even when you find a new day.
Your PlaceYour place at the table
is now merely a place.
But whoever comes to dinner
must not fill that space.

Your towel on the hook
hangs clean; always dry.
But whoever washes their hands
must use another to wipe.

Your coat on the hanger
has not been worn.
But whoever becomes cold
must borrow the one I have on.

Your side of the bed
leaves me alone and awake.
But whoever makes advances
won't ever take your place.
Immer wieder (translation in the description)Immer wieder wollte ich dir schreiben,
Einen Brief oder vielleicht ein Gedicht
Doch wieder, immer wieder ließ ich's bleiben
Denn die Worte, die Worte kamen nicht.
Stattdessen Tränen, nicht zu vertreiben,
Kamen und verschleierten mir stets die Sicht.
Erst jetzt, da es zu spät, bricht alles heraus.

Immer wieder wollte ich dich besuchen
Wollte dich doch noch einmal so sehen
Wie du warst, doch bei all meinen Versuchen
Hielt die Angst mich davon ab, zu gehen.
Die Angst, mich hinterher zu verfluchen
Falls die Hoffnungen der Wahrheit nachstehen.
Als ich dann schließlich kam, hielt ich es kaum aus.

Wie lang' werd' ich dich woh
A Place called HomeA place called home
I know is not here
Where family love
Seems nowhere near

The love we share
Comes from forced will
And words of comfort
Taste like bitter swill

Yet time does mend
Fences once broken
What love remains
Is left unspoken

A place called home
I have yet to find
To face the world
I live inside my mind

A place to call my own
Is a dream far from now
But I promise to build it
Some way and some how
The Family FuedMy Family is at war
and peace will come no more
From silent treatment
we're damned repeatment
Brothers, and cousins, in parking lot brawls
Too drunk to walk, stagger, and crawls
You thought death would slow them down
but no one stops till they get the crown.
Dedicated to unbelievable childish actions of my family at the Funeral on Tuesday
MotherMother
Though you
Can no longer
Hold my hand
I pray you always
Hold my heart
You're a reason
That it beats
One that shall
Never fall apart
You're all I have
To keep me whole
Even when one day
I must part
When chaos comes
I will remember
The Strength
Of you
Inside my heart
Mother's DayI love you mom so very much
I love the sound of your voice and your soft touch
Your toothy smile brightens my day
I hope you have a lovely Mother's Day

Your eyes glisten with the morning sun
Don't cry until this poem is done
You've seen me laugh, you seen me cry
You watch me get older through time

I love you mom
You know it's true
I love all the things you do
Just believe in the words I say;
And have an amazing Mother's Day
Mother of the StarsThe Stars are My Mother

Night has fallen,
Inking the sky
But in the abyss
I see up high
Celestial fields
Twinkling with lights
Holding me close,
Easing my frights
The stars are my mother
I am born from above
Filled with her spirit,
Raised in her love
Mother's Day poemRoses are red
Violets are blue
We're too poor to buy flowers
Or chocolate for you
It makes me sad
That you won't have a gift
Except for a bug
And a first daughter's kiss
The GirlA speckled dress,
A blue stare,
A pony tail
Of brown hair.
A bright smile,
Tall,
Pretty,
gI like your dress.h
gThank you Izzy.h
A few words,
Just the start,
A million more,
Heart to heart.
Friend for life,
Sister of soul,
Ifll miss you most,
My dear Rachel
It's YouRoses are red
Violets are blue
Which mom is the best
There's no question of who
It's you
A Poem for MotherA Poem for Mother

The food she made for us and the house kept
So nurturing and warm in gratitude
To the Lord who she would never exempt
As He gave her a family ensued

She shall hold an air of unfailing youth
Her tenderness at heart has never lost
The sight of the fact of the Lord and Truth
A mother shows to Him love of the most

The children she bears she treats alike gold
She treasures them and keeps them safe from harm
There would be no such mother ever told
Who never held her children in her arms

Here is to of the Lord a creation
Mother who holds a loving relation

Mason Allen Buskirk
May 11 2013
Angel that lost it's way"Angel that lost it's way"
One bright morning , I was walking alone
I came across my name engraved in stone
I can't find the words to keep me in check
I keep starting over, what the heck!
It doesn't matter what I do or say
I'm out of my grave but I see where I lay
Where am I? Where am I going to stay?
No matter what I do, does it mater anyways?
Even though my time is gone, I am still here
It's not death I'm afraid of but me I fear
There are solid walls I can pass right through
I'm scared and alone and don't know what to do
For the light's flicker hen I pass by
I don't want to live, but I don't want to die
I saw an old women in the poring rain
Three things -Journal-Ok so journals are still being glitchy so I am just writing this here....
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Three things:
1) Thanks for all the birthday wishes people
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2) Ok so just what I just did with a level 10 Deino I was raising from an egg...
Ok so I was playing White 2 but I guess I thought I was playing Black for something and I started heading towards the town where you start in Black and I battled a trainer and he sends out a level 60 Wooper and I am like god.... Here is what happens
Wooper: Rain dance
Deino: Dragon Pulse (Knocks down quarter of
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UnspokenWhen you look deeply at me what it that you see is
Is it my darkened past that shrouds and suffocates me
Or can you see the woman I have tried so hard to become
After all those years I lived terrified consumed in fear
I can now see as everything has finally become clear
Alas my deepest and darkest demons shall still linger
They are the darkness that shall forever keep me sane
I know that my life will never be free from pain
These moments will disappear like tears in the rain
Alas I am now longing to feel that pain I did once before
As I watch my crimson tears begin to pile on the floor
My body is my canvas with which I tell my sto
TrappedWill there be anyone to save me from my darkest dreams
Can someone please show me life is more precious than it seems
Or will I become dead inside with you who killed me
Will I be grateful that it was you who set me free?
As I remember all the pain you kindly sent my way
I died so slowly just al little bit more each and every day
I know now that it is death that makes an artist
Trapped inside this world where only my pain and I exist
It is now that all my demons come out to play
They dance and linger on every word that I say
I see them as they dance in and out of my mind
Longing to lave all this heartache and pain behind
Will anyo
Dear GranddadDear Granddad

The day you left my life felt so incomplete
Now a slow and painful year has passed
Longing for the day again we can meet
However I know the pain shall always last

You will never leave my aching heart
You are the granddad I still love and adore
I still remember the day we were torn apart
I would give anything to see you once more

You are the brightest star in the sky
If I was to search the whole world around
Every time I think of you I can't help but cry
I know a better granddad could not be found

I miss you

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I miss you so

:iconimyourpoisongirl:

I remember that day so clearly
I didn’t get the chance to say goodbye
When I call for you do you hear me?
I still don’t understand why

Now my life won’t be the same
I want to awake from this nightmare
Still looking for someone to blame
I want to see you again standing there

I just wish I could see you once more
Memories of you in my heart I shall keep
You are the granddad I still adore
As I wipe away the tears that I weep

Now you are all the way up there
And I know nothing will bring you back
This pain is too hard to bear
In my life a granddad is now what I lack

I just really wish you could be here
Why did you have to go?
Deep inside my heart I know that you’re near
I miss you so
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~nemo-jo Oct 14, 2004  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
that sounds kinda like an avril song..wierd 0_o, i love this poem though, its soo sad :cry: i obviously wouldn't know what it feels like, but im sure i can imagine..eep! :hug: its very nice though
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~ImYourPoisonGirl Oct 15, 2004   Writer
People have been saygin that :( i think its cause the Avril song your thinking of is how she lost her grandad also???
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~ImYourPoisonGirl Oct 15, 2004   Writer
People have been saygin that :( i think its cause the Avril song your thinking of is how she lost her grandad also???
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~nemo-jo Oct 15, 2004  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
well, iono about that..it jurst sounds kinda similar, the way you say things..but i realise that tis is your poem completely..dun worry babe! i knw its all your own..and its great! ^_^
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~ImYourPoisonGirl Oct 15, 2004   Writer
dankies lol
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~nemo-jo Oct 15, 2004  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
s'k shweetie ^_^
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~Giver Oct 4, 2004
Um...*lol* It's actually called 'I Miss You'. ^.^ I didn't even really notice. Anyway, yeah, that's it. Hope you like it. It's really easy to get stuck in your head, too. I've had it stuck there for weeks at a time.
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~ImYourPoisonGirl Oct 5, 2004   Writer
lol ok thanks hun
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~Giver Oct 4, 2004
*shrugs* That's all right. Most people haven't. ^ ^
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~ImYourPoisonGirl Oct 4, 2004   Writer
sorry hun i will look for it and have a listen whats it called?
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