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Dark Wings
Hollow thoughts deluded in fables and masked in the rain
At times it's easier than dealing with the treacherous pain
As the shadows breathe I drown in an ocean of lore
My confusion begins to shroud the beckoning skies
The light of day covers me as my haunted dream dies
As ravaged love and heartening pain makes me feel alive
Soon I shall not awake for the reason that I will not survive
As the sound of my hearts requiem gradually gets louder
The taste of your poisonous kiss haunts my lips forever more
Seeking for my lost tears that fall upon the comforting floor
One icy touch can turn my silent whispers to a deadly scream
As I rest upon my fear trapped deep within this haunted dream
You fly away with your guilt on your decaying wings of remorse
You are shrouded in callousness but it is completely embellished
To escape memories that forever haunt my mind was all I wished
You take pleasure as you softly betray the love of the innocent
As the roses turn from red to black I asphyxiate on you
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Literature
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Have I lost everything i still hold dear to my heart
Has this load upon our hearts torn us deeply apart
No matter how far apart I still feel your warm breath
My heasrt will never leave you nor shall it in death
walking across the night worried your love does not remain
My heart now shackled and shrouded within darkened pain
As the raindrops fall like the tears in my wounded heart
Knowing nothing so perfect could last from the start
I know that this aching path i can not run forever
Is it now time for my heart to walk it last endeavor
I feel so strong for you it is so perfect in my eyes
I will not be able to bear it if this comes to goodbyes
Watching the colours fade away everything black and white
Chasing shadows and the dreaming comes clear tonight
you were the one to rasie me up when i was lonely and scared
It felt that you were the only person who really cared
Please reasure me that those feeling have not died
Please tell me in your heart there lies a part of me inside
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Literature
Unspoken
When you look deeply at me what it that you see is
Is it my darkened past that shrouds and suffocates me
Or can you see the woman I have tried so hard to become
After all those years I lived terrified consumed in fear
I can now see as everything has finally become clear
Alas my deepest and darkest demons shall still linger
They are the darkness that shall forever keep me sane
I know that my life will never be free from pain
These moments will disappear like tears in the rain
Alas I am now longing to feel that pain I did once before
As I watch my crimson tears begin to pile on the floor
My body is my canvas with which I tell my story
My visible scars are the words I can not speak
The blood I shed is the happiness which I still seek
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Literature
Trapped
Will there be anyone to save me from my darkest dreams
Can someone please show me life is more precious than it seems
Or will I become dead inside with you who killed me
Will I be grateful that it was you who set me free?
As I remember all the pain you kindly sent my way
I died so slowly just al little bit more each and every day
I know now that it is death that makes an artist
Trapped inside this world where only my pain and I exist
It is now that all my demons come out to play
They dance and linger on every word that I say
I see them as they dance in and out of my mind
Longing to lave all this heartache and pain behind
Will anyone be there to wipe away my falling tears?
Or will it be too late and I will be consumed by my fears?
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Literature
Dear Granddad
Dear Granddad
The day you left my life felt so incomplete
Now a slow and painful year has passed
Longing for the day again we can meet
However I know the pain shall always last
You will never leave my aching heart
You are the granddad I still love and adore
I still remember the day we were torn apart
I would give anything to see you once more
You are the brightest star in the sky
If I was to search the whole world around
Every time I think of you I can't help but cry
I know a better granddad could not be found
I miss you
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Literature
In My Heart
Alone again walking through these nightmares
I never thought that my dreams would turn true
Believing I would walk alone for all eternity
Then one frightening day into my life came you
You are the drug that numbs me from the world
As I am gradually bound in these heartening shadows
The room has been unlocked with my emotions awaken
My once withered rose now flourishes and grows
Dreaming of a world that we can soon both share
I longed for the day I was deep inside someone's heart
So far yet you still have the ability to touch my soul
I now know there is nothing that can tear us apart
Until that day just close your eyes and I'll be there
Together we will resurrect this poisonous night
Engraved upon my heart till my death do us part?
Longing for that day you will be holding me so tight
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Queen Misery
Artist | Literature
United Kingdom
Current Residence: Luton England
Favourite genre of music: Gothic rock
Favourite photographer: My friend Laura does that count?
Favourite cartoon character: Dextor from dextors lab
Personal Quote: Fear the best and hope for the worst!
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I know its not Tuesday but this entry got deleted so I am rewriting it. It was only just over a week ago that I tried suicide and failed, did I escape death once again? Do I have a purpose to this malicious world? If so is there anyone out there who can please tell me what it is? I can still feel the knife upon my neck and I have bruises placed upon my wrists and neck…along with a mark on my neck where he held the knife so close…



"The bible tells us Jesus was a monster"-Tairrie B



He must be if he lets me live the intolerable life so dark and lonesome why am I not dead? Why is it that he does not listen to my cries when I beg for death?



Highlight of Tuesday



Is it wicked of me that when I got attacked Tuesday night a part of me wanted for him to kill me? As I felt the cold blade against my neck I wanted nothing more than to feel my own blood pour from my neck. However I think I actually scared him more than he did me…as he held the knife across my neck I told him that if he decided to spill my blood then I would not feel it as this is not my body, this body I am trapped in and I want nothing more than to escape and be free…so go on cut my throat and let me last breath pollute this air that you breathe. I felt him slowly let go as I turned towards him, then I felt the knife press against my heart I told him drive the knife deep into my heart I shall not feel it for I am already dead and it is people like you who have killed me…..drive your blade into my black decaying heart see what happens for it will be truly amazing….as my rotting heart will pour from within me and stain your hands forever more. He looked at me not knowing what to say he looked some what scared not knowing what to do. I looked at him and said to him please kill me you will be doing the world a favour by getting rid of something like me….he looked at me and look scared he didn't know what to do so he ran away…I will never know the reason why he decided to do so and why he thought one moment that he was going to kill me but within the next he didn't.

I slowly began to walk home as I felt the rain upon my face comforting my with every raindrop that fell from the dark cloudy sky. It went over and over in my mind "why am I still alive?" was I just another one of his cattle that he thought he could control was I going to be just another victim? Or was I something more…did the tables turn and he became my victim? Whatever the reason the I am still here and I can not help but wonder why? Was he too scared to cut the putrid skin that shrouds my decaying heart or was he too scared to drive the knife deep within me and free this morbid soul trapped within me? Was he scared that I would come back for him? Well I am still here and still I sit here and wonder is it a good thing or a bad thing? Why has my time not yet some sooner, was it I that scared him off have I missed my chance to leave this cruel place?

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Starsister12 Featured By Owner May 6, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
I featured your deviation "Published" in my feature quiz. [link] Beautiful, haunting poem!
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Hey your a Mortiis fan! yayeth! me too, they rock!
Vikki
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Zombiehell Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2005
why dont i?...
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Zombiehell Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2005
I need to talk to u on MSN.....
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Zombiehell Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2005
well didnt see that one coming o w8 i did
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endlessdark619 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2005
thanks for the fave!
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PrettyFaceFromHell Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2005
:wave: howdi! Him fan! Its always a pleasure. I like your work!
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Idle-Tears Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2005
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can\'t kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c\'mon..don\'t be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!
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Hell-resides Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2005
Thanks for the fav dear, I appreciate it alot.
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poisongirl112 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2005   Photographer
Thanks for the fav :)

Like the username, I'm your poison girl too ;)
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