Hollow thoughts deluded in fables and masked in the rain
At times it's easier than dealing with the treacherous pain
As the shadows breathe I drown in an ocean of lore
My confusion begins to shroud the beckoning skies
The light of day covers me as my haunted dream dies
As ravaged love and heartening pain makes me feel alive
Soon I shall not awake for the reason that I will not survive
As the sound of my hearts requiem gradually gets louder
The taste of your poisonous kiss haunts my lips forever more
Seeking for my lost tears that fall upon the comforting floor
One icy touch can turn my silent whispers to a deadly scream
As I rest u
Have I lost everything i still hold dear to my heart
Has this load upon our hearts torn us deeply apart
No matter how far apart I still feel your warm breath
My heasrt will never leave you nor shall it in death
walking across the night worried your love does not remain
My heart now shackled and shrouded within darkened pain
As the raindrops fall like the tears in my wounded heart
Knowing nothing so perfect could last from the start
I know that this aching path i can not run forever
Is it now time for my heart to walk it last endeavor
I feel so strong for you it is so perfect in my eyes
I will not be able to bear it if this comes to
When you look deeply at me what it that you see is
Is it my darkened past that shrouds and suffocates me
Or can you see the woman I have tried so hard to become
After all those years I lived terrified consumed in fear
I can now see as everything has finally become clear
Alas my deepest and darkest demons shall still linger
They are the darkness that shall forever keep me sane
I know that my life will never be free from pain
These moments will disappear like tears in the rain
Alas I am now longing to feel that pain I did once before
As I watch my crimson tears begin to pile on the floor
My body is my canvas with which I tell my sto
Will there be anyone to save me from my darkest dreams
Can someone please show me life is more precious than it seems
Or will I become dead inside with you who killed me
Will I be grateful that it was you who set me free?
As I remember all the pain you kindly sent my way
I died so slowly just al little bit more each and every day
I know now that it is death that makes an artist
Trapped inside this world where only my pain and I exist
It is now that all my demons come out to play
They dance and linger on every word that I say
I see them as they dance in and out of my mind
Longing to lave all this heartache and pain behind
Will anyo
Dear Granddad
The day you left my life felt so incomplete
Now a slow and painful year has passed
Longing for the day again we can meet
However I know the pain shall always last
You will never leave my aching heart
You are the granddad I still love and adore
I still remember the day we were torn apart
I would give anything to see you once more
You are the brightest star in the sky
If I was to search the whole world around
Every time I think of you I can't help but cry
I know a better granddad could not be found
I miss you
Questionable is silence
When words do retreat
Pestilent defiance on the eve that weeps
Memories bow to their master's grave
Hear the silence now, whisper " Souls to save"
Whisper enticing, plays bittersweet
Nectareous is prescience that fleets
To the daylight skies, beyond the variance of compromise
Time consuming, the parchments read
Another image, of a man in love
His heart is beating, for a sign from above
Silence is grieving "where to now" it asks
The souls are relieving their illicit past
A shadow lies believing, in kindred love
As it sits in a shallow well of deceased doves
Akin to her they seem, as mortification classif
Current Residence: Luton England Favourite genre of music: Gothic rock Favourite photographer: My friend Laura does that count? Favourite cartoon character: Dextor from dextors lab Personal Quote: Fear the best and hope for the worst!
I know its not Tuesday but this entry got deleted so I am rewriting it. It was only just over a week ago that I tried suicide and failed, did I escape death once again? Do I have a purpose to this malicious world? If so is there anyone out there who can please tell me what it is? I can still feel the knife upon my neck and I have bruises placed upon my wrists and neck…along with a mark on my neck where he held the knife so close…
"The bible tells us Jesus was a monster"-Tairrie B
He must be if he lets me live the intolerable life so dark and lonesome why am I not dead? Why is it that he does not listen to my cries when I beg for d
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